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She’s my best-est friend in the whole entire world, I don’t know what I would do with my life without her in it. I would dive up my life for her because she’s my family. I’ve known her my whole life but i never really talked to her, I met her through my friend steph at her birthday party. Shannon, my best friend, hated me so much and for no reason. I ignored her because i didn’t hate her so why stat any problems right? Anyway years passed and in May 2009 i saw her. I saw her at my confirmation retreat. Me and you were so shy, we barely communicated. But then we became more and more comfortable with each and the the blockage wall kept tearing down. That day you gave me your number and I was happy <3 At night, after getting out of church we all went to jersey gardens to sit at the food court and eat. Me and Shannon were jamming to some music on her old phone. But then her phone and my phone died. All we could do is talk and to be honest that was awesome. I got to learn more about her and her life. Summer was almost here and we would always talk about what we wanted to do. We would have extremely creative ideas. Summer was finally here, and my mom was in Colombia and my dad had to get up to work at 8’oclock in the morning every day. My dad decided to leave me at her house every single day of the summer. We would talk, hang out, and just do everything imaginable. We would walk to the pool, go to the movies, walk around our neighborhood. We were unseperable. And we were best friends there was no word to describe how much she meant to me. I love her and she’s a has a big role in my life that i wouldn’t trade for the world. We never lost touch even when school started, i would see her every weekend. We would have the best sleepovers ever staying up till like 6 in the morning and waking at 2 in the afternoon. She was going through alot when I came into her life and I hated seeing her crying dramatically. It hurt me seeing my best friend like that. I would always be there for her through the phone or in person. I had to help her because i hated seeing her in tears. Every summer I would go to Colombia she would wake up at 3 and I would pick her up and she would come with me to the airport. Our first goodbye, she didn’t come to the airport but it was a hard goodbye. Though we both knew we were going to see each other in 1 month again, she cried desperately as if she was going to lose me and that showed me she cared. Of course i cried too because she was like my sister and I was leaving her for almost a whole summer. When I got to colombia, i immediately called her and told her how everything went great. I would oovoo with her every night well most of them. I couldn’t stay away from hearing my best friends voice. I came back and I didn’t know she was coming to the airport to pick me up. I finally arrived at USA at like 4 in the morning and I went out to see my family. and i saw her! i freaked out and ran to hug her i was so happy <3 We both fell asleep and when we got home we both knocked the fuck out and slept till like 4 int he afternoon :) That day was great. Our friend was going amazing till we began having fights constantly. We argued.Things weren’t right and i felt sad. I didn’t know if she did either. We were losing our friendship second by second. I couldn’t just stand there and do nothing and let my best friend slip away. One day we had the biggest fight, we stopped talking for 3 months and during those months I cried every single night. I had no one, i had no friends, no support no nothing. I would constantly think about our memories and I hated it. I tried hitting her up but she faded me, I kept and kept on trying to text her but she ignored me until finally, she answered. My heart dropped, i told her how much I missed her and I loved her and I apologized a gazillion times. She took me back but things weren’t the same as before. Here and there we wold fight. My mom started not liking her. and her mom didn’t like me either. She had found a new best friend, i was enraged with jealousy at the fact I was no longer one of her mains priorities. She always remained being one of mine. I would speak to her once a month, once a week if I was lucky. Her mom still didn’t have the same feelings for me as for shannon’s new best friend. I knew I had some type of hope. We began talking and she told me her mom didn’t want me talking to shannon neither did my mom. I was heartbroken. A day at the beach, i saw her and her family. I was frightened to communicate with her mother, but I had to fight for shannon. I couldn’t live without her in my life. I told her mom everything I went through, being in a hospital for a month, receiving therapy, and going to anger management classes. She cried and said I love you jessie, your my second daughter. Shannon doesn’t want to lose you, she misses you dearly. So do I but i don’t want shannon to be hurt as before, she’s been through enough. Things still weren’t the same. Months passed and our friendship was restoring, she started losing touch with that other girl she called a best friend who left her now. I never like her -.- I could start calling shannon my best friend now. She wrote me the sweetest letter in the whole world for my birthday. I cried. My mom even accepted her back into my life and my heart was full with joy because she’s an important person in my life and as i’ve said before i don’t know what I would do without her. She was my bets friend again. The girl, that was my sister, my partner in crime, my family, my sidekick, the girl that hated me in 5th grade, the girl that knows every little thing about me. the girl that has been there for me through every single thing I’ve dealt with and me too. She was back in my life and she was here to stay. My best friend in the whole entire world Shannon Marie Grace Ayala Velasquez. She made it, I’ve made it but the only thing that matters is that I know that whatever the problem may be we’ll always go through everything hand in hand. We’ve dealt with same battles, and we are very much alike is lots of manners. We could not smile without one another in our lives. I know we’ll go our separate ways in college, but you’ll always be in my life no matter what. You’ll me my children’s godmother. I know that for sure, we’ll go to colombia together. The thing I most love about you is that you haven’t left me, you accepted me for that lost girl with so many flaws. And i love you for that. Your more important to me than you think. Your amazing, beautiful, and you have a beautiful heart that is big enough to love anyone and I love you alot. I want to spend my birthday’s holidays, and everything with you because your a part of my family shannon. ‘Ohana’ means family and for family i would anything. I trust you with my life and I don’t ever ever ever ever want to lose you because I would probably kill myself. I love you with every breath in my body shannon. Your my best friend always and forever no matter what every year may bring us. We will battle everything together side by side, hand by hand. I love you Shannon<3.

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